It is rough when you are plant between optimism and pessimism… Can this year be better? What can I hold into? You ask. It is like a civil war, or like the fights between the skeptics and pragmatics between your body and your soul, not letting that important connection be.

In this tough year, you’ve realized that not necessarily people is strong when you look that anything can affect them, or when you see their without hesitation decisions.  Just look deeper and you’ll find that sometimes could be that they are the weakest, and it is just their proud representing their actions. The problem with it comes when one day, everything they, and their proud have been trying to build falls down for some mistake, and then their soul shouts that it has never been prepared for the consequences. Then after the regrets, people start seeing things clear… asking for no other thing that be helped to live the present, their present, hoping to find peace on it.

You start thinking about how perfect the world is, but also about the difference between the natural, and the made by human things. The natural it is more perfect, in all its ways. It is spontaneous, and it feels like never ends. On the other hand what is created by the humans it is so structured, so written to be like it has to be… Optimism: both complement themselves. Pessimism: what if you are tired of living everything the way humans wants you to,” why can’t I just do what I want, what am I meant to do, live…?” you ask. Easy… you are not wised, you cannot know the answers, which means that your answers are the effect of me being scared. Yes, this world on its human essence it is so structured: kinder garden, high school, university, master, PHD, job, family, heritage. But it has a path, what if you haven’t discovered it yet? Old people say that the best satisfaction it is when the challenge has been even harder, that you need to fail to succeed. There’s nothing wrong about being weak now, you are young, and being young is… let’s call it, interesting. We grow up, and we need to grow up to survive in this structured world, and no necessarily to live it like it has to, just to live it the way we want to; yes, live the structured world the way we want to.

It hurts to grow up, we don’t see that, and at some point, when we grow older, we most of the time will forget this, but we shouldn’t, otherwise our children will just feel that we don’t get them.

So yes, it has been a tough year, but it is finally time to break that gap between your body and soul, it is time to succeed.